I'm Falling in Love with You

Falling in love...I'm falling in love with you..
Few years ago I never had thought could find someone to whom I'll give my love to. Since I had "problem" with my dad,I become more "freak" with male. I always think that I don't need any man to be next to me,marrying him and have a new family with him. Even though I have to married,I'll do it just because my parents want to be married,and it a must. I never think to fall in love with any man. I lived for my family,especially my mum. I used to be raised as a male,not a female. The way I thought,behaved,and fasion style were more like a boy than a girl. I always think that I couldn't share my problem with anyone,all of my problem is my own problem and I have to deal-faced it alone..

Pheww.. What a life.. When I looked back,I always think: "how come I could be so freak like that?!" And until now I don't have a good reason to answer that question.. Gosh.. How empty and lonely my life was.. I can't lean my head to someone's shoulder when I need it the most. I can't trust any man who try to know and get close with me. Until suddenly I met this person..

We met first in one of my community gathering,but at that time he was closed with one of my friend. We didn't see each other until Easther's celebration which held by my other community. We met there,then just few hour after that,he suddenly contacted me by facebook. It feels weird cos I didn't give him any data's of me,including my facebook. At that time I suddently knew that he had attractivenes with me. In the other side,I was saw it as an opportunity to play around and fool with one man who "came" to me without telling anything more about me.

Yup.. From a game it turned into love.
I don't know how,but yes we turned form fooling around into loving each other. A year after that "facebook moment",we were standing in front of the priest and make a vowel for each other. It kind of a funny and weird story because until now,after almost a year of our marriage,even myself or my husband,can't understand how we could fell in love each others. We keep asking ourself "why and how come??" But no one can give the exact answer.

Maybe for some persons,the reason of why we could fall in love with someone is the most important thing in a relationship,but some others don't think it's a big think to be care with,the most important is the feeling that they have and show to their couple. And I thing,me and my husband were included in the 2nd type of people. We don't care what things that make we loving each others,but we (really) do care about how to show our love and have the same perspective about a problem that come to our life day by day.

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Isn't weird?
But I don't care with those all.
All I care is I love him,he love me,and we'll build a new family that could proud our big family,and also could halping people..